Welcome Note
Hi Everyone, thanks for coming! This blog is so private no one knows I have this blog. I wanna write down all my memories and talk about things I never really get to talk about. But, if so happen you know me in person, fret not to come and say hi. :) So, all my posts are my own personal point of view, no offence. Dont judge me unless you'e perfect.



about me
Hey hey. Well, my name is YanYue, and I'm more than the surface you see. :) I'm better at listening than talking... I don't speak perfect English, neither do I write perfectly, but I am particular in speaking proper English. Read my blog to know more about me! :)



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-Iphone
-puppy named Rufus
-to get good results for my degree
-to be able to work in a reputable company upon graduation
-my family to be happy and healthy all the time :)


Wednesday, November 28, 2012
My one and only

She has never had a luxury life nor a enjoyable one..
She is the greatest mom a person can have..
She suffers all her life..
Now she is in pain and all I can do is nothing..
I'm useless n I feel like a failure.
I pray, pray real hard that the pain will be over.
I'll help u bear the pain.
It hurts to see u like that.
I love you, popo.
I wanna see a big smile on your face.

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Sunday, August 5, 2012
5 Things I am Thankful For...


Today, Make a Greatful list and put 5 things your Thankful for. And watch your gratitude Start to grow
#LoveLife
It's about time to logout the Facebook until I saw Chris Rene posted this. He is one of the many people who gives inspiration to people who think life is such a waste of time. He had a pretty screwed up past but he stood up and made a difference. He did this all for his son. Now, he is famous and I really love his song, "Young Homie".. fell in love instantly with that song. Love the lyrics!

And here is my list of 5 Thankful things :
1. Thankful that I have my family with me
2. Thankful for all the good (or bad) food .. most people cant even get a proper meal
3. Thankful for the lovely trip to the Lost World of Tambun (just came back today)
4. Thankful for Datuk's Lee Chong Wei's effort for getting a Silver medal for us in the London's Olympic 2012
5. Thankful that I am healthy and have a great future ahead.



I am probably write more of this. I am really grateful for what I have..

Time to catch some sleep.

2:03AM
06-08-2012
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Saturday, June 9, 2012
“We are shaped and fashioned by what we love.”

A little Plain Jane I may appear, but I have a big heart for fashion. The only reasons I think that stop me from being fashionable is the money and the figure. Sigh. I am not happy with the way my body is shaped. I am cubby and have stomach which is unappealing to almost every girl.

Blame it on my laziness. I know I am able to reshape myself by exercising and eating healthily and most IMPORTANTLY, have that determination. I can't be giving myself too many excuses. Just do it! It's pretty hard for me to exercise in the current place I am staying. It has no gym for residents and recently there has been rising cases of girls being kidnapped in my area. I can't afford to jog early in the morning or at night at my housing area. I'll feel extremely insecure.

Back on track - A couple of months ago I found out about Polyvore.com, recommended by Budget Barbie Qiu Qiu. I fell in love with the website instantly. Like *snapomglove!. And I have been obsessing over it simply because it allows me to express myself, my inner thoughts and just let 'em burst it out in fashion. Over there we get to compile different looks, look at all those amazing designs, enjoy other people's creation, and no one stops you from 'wearing' them. This is my collections. I really really love that I am able to put together those great pieces and just enjoy the final look. It gives me a great sense of achievement at the end of it.

I must agree that fashion defines who you are and you have the freedom of dressing up the way you want, the way you feel. This is why I admire Lady Gaga and Nicki Minaj because although their fashion might be too loud but they do what they love and they are not afraid to express themselves through fashion. And speaking of fashion, how can I not mention MJ and Madonna. #legends

Did I forget to mention that I love designing and fashion. You can't tell from the way I look or behave but hey, cliche it is but don't judge a book by it's cover. Not only am I obsessing with Polyvore.com but WeHeartIt gives me another great time. All those photography, pictures of hot celebrities (TVD, Miranda Kerr, Ashley Greene .. ), nails, hair, bags, accessories, view, interior designs, homes, flowers, YOU NAME IT THEY HAVE IT. Nonetheless, FASHION! POLYVORE! .. Damn ...

In WeHeartIt, we can create out own 'Sets' whereby you get to categorize the pictures you have hearted. I love heart-ing those fashion & polyvores. Ah.. Great time!

Anyway, gotta go... Catching Madagascar 3 in a couple of hours. Till then . . .
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Friday, May 11, 2012

Giving bribes to snatch something away shows how low class you are!! You betrayed people who once trusted you and then you hurt people who once loved you like a family. Although this ain't my business but you're messing with people I love. Ever heard of 'you reap what you sow'? You want children so badly and you don't get them, you know why? Cause you're sinful enough and God isn't gonna give you the gift from Heaven. Bear in mind! You sick lil' BASTARDS! FC,JN,DC! <--- The 3 of YOU!
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Thursday, May 3, 2012
KIDNAPPED

So, I am a very intolerant of injustice kind of person. No matter how much I know that it is impossible to have absolute fairness in this world, I still have that little hope that there would be someone somehow that will make things less one-sided.

Recently, there is a boy who was kidnapped nearby Montkiara International School. His name is Nayati Moodliar. See! His name is so 'planted' in my brain now.

I just don't understand why. He was kidnapped on the 27th April. On that very day itself, the news have traveled to Singapore within just a couple of hours. When I first saw the photo of the Dutch boy I thought it was some Singapore news and I wasn't paying much attention to it. Little did I know it was my own country's case. Yes, I know how near Singapore is and how advanced the technology of communication is these days. But still, I expected the news to be shared by Malaysians more than my Singapore Friends.

I mean, kidnapping is not something that so new that everyone has to make a hoo-hah about it. Yes, be careful and help to keep a lookout on it. Com' on! There are many other cases of children or even adults who have been kidnapped or missing. Why only Nayati get such privilege? Only Nayati worth the help? NO! When it comes to such thing, the government have to treat each citizen equally. Cannot be bias!!

This Moodliar family manage to make such a big news about the kidnap of his son. Almost every other day, his father post photos of the kid showing how good he was and there was even a photo on FB showing everyone Nayati giving free hugs to the public.

Yesterday, 2nd May, I went to One Utama for lunch and I spotted almost every shop posted the flyer saying he was missing at where, what, how, who.

Then suddenly, something strike my mind, is this whole kidnapped thing was just a plan? Just when I posted my status on FB saying that the case is suspicious, TODAY 3rd MAY HE IS FOUND! WTH.

It is getting more suspicious for me. Exactly one week later he was returned to his family. Got so fast or not oh!?

Now he is so famous that you go Google, you type n-a-y .... you will get NAYATI MOODLIAR.

I just don't pity this case because everything seems planned for popularity. I'm sorry. There are a lot more people out there who needs to be found too.

"Finally we would like to express our gratitude to the Government of Malaysia, specifically the Royal Malaysian Police. Their number one priority from the start has been the safe return of Nayati and they have been most careful not to do anything that might have jeopardised his safety. We have enjoyed and will continue to enjoy our stay in this wonderful country."


IF SO, solve the next kidnap case PLEASE!

P/S: NO OFFENCE because this is MY point of view and THIS IS MY BLOG. TQVM
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Sunday, March 18, 2012
what's your priority?

My family is my priority. I always put them in the first place. It could be because I feel most comfortable around my family and that they cannot be replaced. A moment spent with them is a moment to be cherished because no one can guarantee that we can see our family again the next day.

I love spending my time with my family so much that every time I want to apply for a part-time job, I will make my weekends free for my family. I need to spend a lot of time with my family or I will feel so out of space.

Recently, 13-14March I worked for Worldtek for the World Cargo Symposium and for the two days I went out as early as 7am and only reach home at 8pm and my mom had work too. I did not get to see my mom and had a chat over dinner for JUST TWO DAYS, I felt I have missed out alot! I have no idea why am I so paranoid about it. It was just merely TWO DAYS.

And that led me to think about the future, where I have a full time job at hand and I was wondering, logically that, will I spend lesser time with family? And how will that affect our relationship? How will our time be spent together?

I value my family too much sometimes I am afraid that I don't get as much love back from them. And then I think again, does it matter? Naturally the answer I gave myself was, no. Not surprising. After all, giving them love is what I love to do and it doesnt mean I have to take as much love from them.

And recently, I have been disappointed more and more and my heart just broke.
And I kept asking myself, isn't family important to you?

Aren't we're more important than your friends?

Why are you willing to wake up early in the morning just to accompany your friends and NOT willing to wake up ealier to accompany me, your sister?

Why are you so silly to be used by your friends? (Eg. she asked you to wait like a fool for 4 hours straight and she, on the other hand, is not willing to even wait for 30mins for you!)

Why can't you spend some time with me, like going for window shopping or karaoke?

Why would you wanna see the same friends for 7days straight but only have one or two meals with your family in a week?

I keep asking WHY WHY WHY ! I really want to know! I hate you for being so immature. But don't get me wrong I still love and care for you!

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Monday, February 20, 2012
She's my Hero

Marissa

There isnt one word I can find in the world to describe this girl. She's a cute, pretty, fun-loving and amiable girl. Above all that, she's always an inspiration to me.

In her twitter a/c, she wrote about herself : "I wanna be the girl who makes your bad days better. The one that makes you say, My Life Has Changed Since I Met Her :) "

and, yes! she has been the one always making me feel better and of course, my life has changed since I met her. She is super motivating and sometimes, influential. wait, most of the time. hmmm ...

well, she is just as indecisive as I am, so sometimes, it is pretty good. And she never never get mad or angry at anyone. Things can just hit her hard on the face and she still can be as chill as an air-con.. IDK how she does it but she just can..

Sometimes, I really envy her. She has the best family ever, so warm and welcoming.. also she is just one of a kind. I consider myself the luckiest person to find such a good friend.

Even when we are so far a part, she still mk the best effort to wish me Happy Birthday with a video. I just teared upon see the notification. I havent even click on it yet!

Now as I write, I missing her more and more. psst... she doesnt even know I have this blog. It's just a super personal blog until one fine day, someone I know, bump into my blog. Well, I know i'm not that lucky. :D

I really dunno how to describe her, I mean there are no words I can put together to tell anyone how important our friendship means to me. I know she has made many many new friends and new best friends after we graduated out secondary school because we are so far apart right now. I hope out relationship remain just as strong.

Dear God,
If You can hear me, I pray and wish that my BFF Marissa and her family be happy always and that she is able to solve that ONE problem she is always running away from. Also, I hope she is less clumsy already :P

with lots and lots of Love,
YanYue ;)
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